For years, I have been seeking healing outside of myself
and for years, I have known that I possess everything I need for my healing
within myself, within my will.
Lately, I’ve been continuously handed this mirror by & of reality,
telling me that in order to heal my wounds,
I need to willfully and self-reliantly make time
to dive into my wounds, feel them, and heal them.
And in writing these words, I am realizing
that to “make time”
means to create time itself:
to bring & breathe time into being as a manifestation of my will
rather than, say, letting time make itself
while my self remains a mere passerby, a mere fragment of time.
So the deepest medicine begins
in becoming a maker of time
meaning a maker of that into which time itself is willfully poured
to be translated into something substantive,
something at least temporarily permanent,
which can contain a reflection & embodiment of eternity within itself
such as the word: Truth
or the word: Eternity
or the words:
These words energetically contain within them the breath of God’s Eternity.
I make time: I create time.
Lines of time become timelines.
I choose timelines, breathe them into being
as I breathe these words out of and into
my heart.
My heart is thus a source of time
for my linguistic time-currents flow
from its living stream of breath.
I speak these words aloud
and they are heart-words.
And in being heart-words,
they are, inherently, love-words.
Thus does my making, my creation of time
become a making, a creation of Love.
I make Time, I make Love.
I create Time, I create Love.
And thus I make, I create:
Healing.
For Love is Healing, and Healing is Love.
The Healing touch of my serendipitous Time-creating soliloquy
becomes a medicinal & eternal aquifer of the healing I seek
as within, so without: the words themselves, direct mirrors
of my intentional & absolutely True capacity
to breathe Love directly into Being.
To make this Love, to create this Love.
To make this Love felt, to create this Love Now.
This Love-Now. This Now-Embodiment-of-Love.
Now felt lovingly, inside, outside, my heart.
Now
felt lovingly
inside
outside
my heart.
Now, in these words.
Inside of these words, right Now.
Time itself, transcended
by the eternal continuum
of Love.
beautiful thank you